am chatting with ning now :D
felt really rotten ever since yesterday..
kept having these 3 words in my mind: DON'T KNOW WHY.
watched the news.. H1N1.. global warming.. China kept having natural disasters.. and my pa said, "无药可救了，世界末日要到了"
started to think.. when will the world end.. how will it end.. what will happen to us.. what will happen to our Earth..
how will i die.. when will i die.. where will we go when we die..
what do we live for..
since everything will still be taken away from us when we die, what for we do so much now?
what's the point of living?
why do people have to complicate things?
why is the world made such a way that we have to study in order to work in order to earn money?
why is it that people have to always fight?

sometimes, i feel that i'm not a human. just a thing sent by something in this universe to take a tour around Earth for decades.
had always got the de javu feeling. felt that it had happened before.. but didnt manage to find any memory of it in my current life.

weird. so weird.