phew~!
finally i'm back..
bought new computer x)
it's abit slow though.. nvm.. must get used to it..
and appreciate the fact that i've gt a new comp and playing with it nw..
think for a long period of time didnt really play comp le..
the brightness of the monitor sort of make my eyes 'stunned'

haha.. anyways.. so far so 'ok' la..
also duno y.. ever since sch reopened.. i've changed somehw..
bt duno which part of me changed.. attitude i suppose..
still trying to find out wad's going on inside me..
it's a very strange feeling coming out of somewhere in me..
nw.. i dont understand.. i prefer quietness and lonliness instead of the noises and crowds around me.. sometimes i preferred to isolate myself..
nvm.. see hw's the future.. den do sth to it if necessary..

only recall bits and pieces of wad happened last wk..
bt this wk.. yup..
esp ytd.. it was a super astounding day for us esp during rc..
beginning of the day.. just have lessons..
suffering frm abit of amnesia or 'teenage dementia'..
forgotten to:
bring fruit for fruit day
do and bring my geog wrkbk
study ting xie
bring money for aust maths competition
wondering wad i was really doing on thurs..
horrible.. nvm.. just have to learn frm them..
this wk also.. ms ho talked to me for very long..
regarding alot of things..
she've shared with me her life experiences..
really gt inspired.. felt that we must be physically and mentally strong in order to face life's challenges, to move on with life, and to suceed..
if we are so weak nw, wad is going to happen to us in the future?
as seen frm a newspaper article, sg is a nation of softies..
ppl everytime complain and complain to their parents.. nt leaving me out la..
i will also complain..
any obstacle comes, just get over it and move on.. everything is possible..
ms ho also said to me another thing..
if one wants to change a person, the change will only be possible if the person wants to change himself or herself.. it all depends on that person.. it's his or her decision.. if he or she dont want to change, there's nth we can do to it.. so.. only a person can have complete control to change himself or herself.. others and environment can only influence.. they dont do anything much..
also.. everyone makes decisions everyday.. countless.. like trivial things such as whether does one wants to wake up when the alarm rings.. to impt things such as choosing one's education route.. wow..
went on to integration in amaths.. opposite of differentiation..
ms ho asked the class whether the class has more confidence in amaths than chem.. yup.. i have.. bt nt for bio and phy..
think the chem's enrichment starting soon.. bt duno when.. there's only about 7 of us going for the enrichment.. it's sure going to be very quiet..
bology.. we are on hereditary..
and found out that the percentage of getting a girl or a boy is 50-50
in the past.. ppl usually want sons in order to carry on the family line..
bt some gave birth to girls instead.. and say that fault lies in women.. bt it's nt women's fault! it's men fault! women's genes is XX, men's genes is XY! gt X! (X,girl, Y, boy) so nxt time cnt blame women for giving birth to the wrong gender.. lols..
thurs.. had the first speech day prize giving rehearsal..
haha.. we had quite alot of fun there..
eunice, sun hui, colin and me are doing palm-reading..
sun hui is the one analysing our palms..
lols.. i actually have a short life.. can live to only 50-60years old..
also, alot of troubles(fan nao).. think that's the reason y my life is short..
high knowledge.. too much knowledge.. too much fan nao.. so short life..
husband-to-be.. looks are average.. x)
marriage.. nth bad will really happen.. normal normal de..
children.. depends on hw many i want to have..
omg.. going out of time la.. bt duno heard frm where.. the palm lines will change every 5 years.. so nt very valid actually..
at first.. when i get to know the list of the prize winners, didnt expect that i will get prizes for 5 subjects.. i thought it's only 4.. so nw gt prizes for EL, bio, chem, phy and combined humanities..
i cnt believe that i topped EL last year.. thought it's rashid.. it shld be him ma..
my mother cnt believe also.. she thought that i was joking.. bt i was nt..
and at the same time.. the UGs are having their speech day parade rehearsal..
really have an urge to go dwn and join them.. bt too bad la.. cnt join..

before the focused test started ytd, me and shan went to jp
objective: get happy meal free gift and mcdelivery info for our SL project
haha.. so we bought happy meal.. and requested for the manager..
looks like complaining.. bt we are enquiring.. haha
we also saw xianying, steph, wankee and sarah in mac.. so we ate tgt..
haha.. wankee saw a man dozing off.. and we went off laughing our heads off..
forgotten wad happened.. we were talking about IMH, which is institute of mental health.. and wankee mistook it as international mental hospital.. steph almost gt choked by coke.. haha.. funny.. we had a great time there..

focused test! this time round is on EL summary..
the passage quite interesting la.. on tigers.. and reasons of y tigers are endangered.. sth related to the humans' doings again.. forever it's like that..
initially wrote about 200 words.. den keep cutting dwn.. until about 150 words.. xP

ok.. let me go to rc..
ytd's rc started off quite well..
conducted OA lessons and test.. den aft that helped xianying to conduct RCK..
aft that.. the cadets in the classrm we were in gt punished..
pumped altgt for about 30times.. one of them refused to reply mr wong.. so caused everyone to get punished..
aft that.. it was nearing dismissal.. so the sec4 NCOs had a meeting with mr wong regarding the training today.. the first aid lesson for sec 3s.. the sec 3s were nt giving the right attitude.. and we've gt to know there will be sth going on and must be prepared for it..
so, we also watched the rc talentime dance grp performing their dance for today's competition.. still duno whether they gt win or nt.. their dance was very coordinated and gd..
aft the master parade with NCC, sec3s and 4s stayed back..
the sec3s gt severely punished..
they've gt a terrible scolding and punishment..
and done pumpings and sit-ups in a big puddle of water..
somehw, duno y, i was unfeeling.. 70%of me felt that they shld be punished 30%of me felt that they shld just get a scolding.
only aft the whole punishment was over, only when i see preethi cry and kept saying sry, the feeling of guilt and sadness then came.. cnt figure out y..
duno.. there's alot of things that i haven figure out yet..

den nw, super troubled about the issues of global warming.. just kept thinking of it. somemore, global warming are being taught to the class recently during geog and chem.
the news have also reported.. it actually hailed in SG on thurs. hail.. falling ice! hw come? omg..
still keeps going on on my mind..

hahaha.. the 9pm drama on chnl 8.. super funny.. lols..
quite meaningful actually.. sheng dong ming xin.. (still cnt figure hw to type chinese).. reflected life of singaporeans..
cnt stand the auto auntie.. really auto until like that.. qianqian is super pathetic to live under her.. xiuming is pathetic too.. have to give away dingyi to xiuzhen.. den nw trying to forget him.. den everyone finding the 9-dragon vat.. haha.. lols.. the lisabel super cunning too.. left her bf behind aft getting the vat and fled off with another guy..
aft this drama is mi tu.. quite interesting.. police investigations.. criminals.. love dramas with this kind of storylines..

ok.. gt to stop here.. thx the earth for always revolving around me ^^